The scarf is a lie

CHYEAAAH <3

OH EM GEE

I'm so screwed for methods that it could probably be considered comical -what with all this hair I just pulled out.

It's pretty much what it looks like

A certain teacher said I need to draw more. And so I did.

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I might do a new one each day I decide to blog; that way I can boost up folio input. Wow, who would have thought; procrastination can actually help you with school. Write these tips down, kiddies, you might even be a doctor one day :)

"Emission Impossible"

I was on the bus this afternoon and I couldn't help but wonder who I'd be, if I wasn't me. I know this doesn't make sense, but I think I went into a small trance where I imagined what it'd be like

if I wasn't Asian

if I wasn't short

if I didn't draw

if I had a pointy nose rather than a flat one.

I came to the realization that I was THIS close to not being who I am. It gets kinda gross here, but in the process of how babies are made, it's weird to believe that I could not be existing right now. If things didn't go the way they did, I could be interested in sports; I could actually give a damn about VCE; I could have a higher metabolism; I could have a new face, a new voice, a new everything. Hell I could've been a boy. I'm not sure if this makes me treasure anything more so about myself; I could of had the chance to be the next Einstein if my genes let me, or it could go in the other direction and I could be redneck married to one of my cousins. (ew)

I'm not trying to make a point or anything, it's just weird to think that if I wasn't me, somebody else would be.

Dessert before Dinner?

I know it's crazy, but it happened :)

Around 4:00pm today, my cousins and I went to Max Brenner Chocolate Bar and it was so so deliciousssss. It's basically a small cafe that dedicates itself to the wonderful joys of chocolate. Yes, it did feel a little like being in Willy Wonka's Chocolate Factory, only Oompa Loompa's were replaced with normal human beings. But the chocolate was amazing. I ordered a hot chocolate with marshmellows and a chocolate banana marshmellow pizza. I didn't think it could happen but my tastebuds grew sick of chocolate after that. Nevertheless, it was full of awesome.

mis·com·mu·ni·ca·tion
n.
1. Lack of clear or adequate communication.
2. An unclear or inadequate communication.


I love her, but she makes me want to put a bullet in my head.

Hello and Goodnight

It's currently 1:11AM and I am dead tired from all this indecisiveness I've just gone through to make this thing.

Goodnight.