Wednesday, May 5, 2010

pheonix

words
cannot
describe
the
pain
i'm
in
right
now.

how do i teach myself to be strong?
to hold my head up high
and stand on my own two feet again?
there's so many things i miss
but i have no regrets
even though i'm so angry at you right now
you had no right. i don't deserve this.
i loved you......


i miss my friends/family/pets. the life i had before
time: you sure are taking your sweet ass time haha
a new chapter begins
like the pehonix that comes out from the ashes, i will come out of this
bigger, stronger, better.

no one ever told me healing hurted so much though