pheonix

words
cannot
describe
the
pain
i'm
in
right
now.

how do i teach myself to be strong?
to hold my head up high
and stand on my own two feet again?
there's so many things i miss
but i have no regrets
even though i'm so angry at you right now
you had no right. i don't deserve this.
i loved you......


i miss my friends/family/pets. the life i had before
time: you sure are taking your sweet ass time haha
a new chapter begins
like the pehonix that comes out from the ashes, i will come out of this
bigger, stronger, better.

no one ever told me healing hurted so much though

don't be alarmed, it's nothing

Why do you have to be so negative all the time?
so pessimistic? sure, you have insecurities, but who doesn't in this world?
It's time to let go and move on.
force yourself even.
get out of your comfort zone before you get lost in it.